Thursday, August 28, 2008;
♥ 8/28/2008 09:47:00 AM
All i have to do
Is think of you
I think of you>>Wahh, sometimes when you think you're beginning to get it &
understand it, you actually
don't. Sometimes when you think your stand is
firm enough, &you won't be
swayed by anything else in the universe. A simple
weak breeze might just pull you all the way to
square one.
&sometimes, when you think everything meant smth, they usually
don't.
Pfft, i thought it's okay now! But aiyah,
sian-ness. ): I'm just still glad my
sanity took contol over almost everything.
Prelims ended for us ytd, yo! :DI wanted to be mean &laugh at the Physics students, but cannot lah! Almost
90% of fairsians in jj take Physics! Ahhh!
Ytd was a really
moody day. ): Wah, &this 'Moody Day' really lasted from morning assembly, til the time we left school for
Cold Rock, left Cold Rock for
Settlers, &left Settlers for home. So terrible, i tell you! D: D: D:
&the
stupid heavy rain only make things so much more worse, &left some of us sick. ): Pfft. Holland looks like it's going through a
major flood. &to deliver umbrella, i was
brave enough to walk through te heavy rain with a weak umbrella
twice. (:
Y'know, sometimes the rain come down so heavily, i don't exactly see the need for an umbrella. It only keeps the top of your head dry, from face downwards, you'll be
wet to the bone! ]:
Cold Rock.
Girls at Cold Rock.
With the guys.
Girls at Settlers.
Risk; ahh please! Look at my pathetic amount of
red soldiers. ): So sad can!
Topple; it was quite boring, until it's about to topple. &when it finally did, all of us screamed. Hehe.
Some hang-the-monkey game. We didn't complete it in the end, cos the whole game set was falling apart. Lol.
Ah, this is nice! But i forget the name of the game. (:
I scrolled down my phone list, &i found out (to my horror), there isn't actually one soulmate left in my life. ): Then i sat on my bed, crying.
Having friends who don't reply your msges doesn't help much either. &having friends whom you think is a shoulder for you to lean on, yet when you're in need of a support, you don't dare to send a msg to them, it's absolutely no use too.
But then again, i'm not someone who will call/msg people just to say 'i am sad'. Afterall, having to spill out so many problems &troubles to all my then soulmates, only to discover they'll leave my life. Just who am i to trust again?
I always though of life being black &white, initially. Having true friends &soulmates are like, adding colours into your life.
My life was black &white. Then come all my then friends besties soulmates. For a moment in my life, i know it was colourful, as bright as can be. (: But then right now, the colours all seem to disappear &i'm stuck in black &white still.
Honestly, i might just be better off if it's black &white all the way. What, having it all, then letting it slipped away. It hurts more, than words can describe.
I used to say "Dont cry cos it ended, but smile cos it happened". But the thing is, smiling on the outside is definitely an easy job. But smiling right from my heart, ahhhh, it's smth i seek &yearn. ):
Teacher's day celebration on friday. Please come!
I don't want to be stuck with
bryan chuang alone.
Comeeeeee!G'day ahead i hope, though it's still raining. ):
(PS.
Joel! Really! I'm
rebellious as can be! Hahah. :D)
Labels: post prelims
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
